well that's a little depressing
Feeling a lot better today! Not like, cured, but, at least my temperature isn't going crazy and I don't feel sick anymore. I just remembered my washing will probably be done... I'll try and not make this too long.
Five years later I'm actually back to finish this.
The thing that's depressing is that I saw a nice house in my theoretical budget and I'm over here re-realising that I'm still a decent way off from being able to move out. But it's okay, I learned some stuff I gotta do to get a little closer. No rush.
I bought myself a new pillow in the hopes that it will help me stop waking up with my head and neck up against the headboard cuz it hurts in the short term and is probably doing damage in the long term. I also got a wrist rest today, and a couple new shirts, umm. Just stuff.
I really stressed myself out today for no good reason with all that stuff lol. Oh well. Tomorrow I'm watching Backrooms with Sam and then we'll do something chill after hopefully, I think Webfishing maybe?!?!?! Actually I need to re-download that lol. Hold on...
Updating Steam...
I downloaded Webfishing it took like three seconds. Nice 😎
Augh I just remembered I have to change my bedding too. But it IS new pillow time!!! Looking forward to that...
I have to say despite the horrors, I've felt more like myself today. In person at least, I've been pretty quiet and subdued lately. Thinking about it, not over Discord at all though. It's just everything that's been happening with me, I haven't wanted to talk to family about, my job, my friend situation, anything, but it was taking up most of my mental bandwidth so now it isn't I feel like I can be a human being around them again.
That's all I think! Got my coffee drink and my little pastry for our hangout tomorrow 😈 gonna be a good day. And I feel like I have a sense of direction again with work so I feel better than usual about going back Tuesday. My old boss is coming back off maternity leave which is mildly freaking me out, but, by now I feel like I actually have accomplished a lot and it'd feel nice for her to see that.
Ok... Sleepytime.
Current mood: (๑﹏๑//) frazzled
Currently listening to: Dog In The Yard (B-Side) - Joy Again
Currently reading: The Worm Ouroboros