cogitations of a deid mann

productive day!

i think this is the first day in a while that i haven't really thought about my mental state or felt depressed at all. i ended up talking to my friend on discord the other day and it was a struggle and i couldn't really say what i wanted to, but i sent her a follow-up voice note the next day. i'm feeling better again about like. doing my own thing. kind of swag to be honest.

so today i (gasp) carried on with the big clearout. only for a couple hours, although it feels like i got a lot done. i was sat on the floor emptying old toiletries that smelled funky into a bag and recycling the containers. i googled how to dispose of them properly don't worry. and i found out there's a women's centre thing like 20 minutes away that will take the rest of it that's still good, and tampons and stuff my mum no longer uses, so that's really cool!!! i really didn't want to have to throw it all away. and i don't want it in the house.

umm and then... oh yeah i played the sims 4 for like literally five minutes. the time travel battlepass event was so underwhelming lol. not that i expected anything else. but the prizes towards the end were literally like, wooo, 500 simoleons, a happy potion, etc. like cool thanks. the story also didn't really make sense or go anywhere. had a great time going back and forth between talking to emit and sending emails though, top notch gameplay.

i did some more website stuff -- added bios for stan and rees, gonna do kat maybe tomorrow. still thinking about doing new portraits for them all. the thing with me is i can't get like... 10 drawings done and not want to do them a whole different way by the end of it. we'll get there eventually!!!

Current Mood: productive Current Food: had a mediterranean vegetable pasta thing for dinner Current Music: Life on Mars? - David Bowie