on my deathbed
I just wrote most of this and then Firefox crashed on my tablet and deleted my draft...........
It will be more succinct this time lol. I was saying that my old boss came back off maternity leave but there's overlap so I have two bosses right now which is weird, but, although I had my issues with her, I at least get more clarity from her cuz my other boss is not very forthcoming about anything lol.
I hung out with Sam again yesterday, we played a little Webfishing and Sam figured out the god damn issue with getting back to the same lobby I had created, literally was just picking the wrong type of lobby... so it's nice we'll be able to actually keep going back and building on that hehe. Played some Omori too and thank god we got a tiny crumb of actual plot happening finally which is my biggest gripe, or really my only gripe with this game -- I really like it but it's just way too long, or, at least too much of it feels like filler. Which is a shame because I do really like all the worlds in Headspace. Just could do with them being a decent chunk shorter. It's especially apparent as this is my second playthrough and, Sam is also watching lmao. They said the stream was bad this time too which is probably down to timing so we're gonna stick to Thursdays for now I'm pretty sure.
Oh another thing was I actually suggested to my other friend that we do something for her birthday so we made actual plans. Feels ok. Feels kinda weird. Still not talking often but I don't feel any particular way about it. Perhaps the new normal. But I'm proud of myself for doing that cuz I felt that I had to do something as she has been making attempts to actually talk to me and at some point I was like ok I need to get over myself lmao. I think when we see each other in person it will be easier to talk about how this whole thing affected me and I think she will not take it personally; I really don't want her to. This stuff just hits a sensitive spot for me and I already was going insane about other stuff in my life lmao. That's not her fault.
Anyway I'm super duper exhausted but I had a big nap earlier so I feel better than I did, and I have two more days left before I'm back at work so yippee!! No idea what I'm gonna do tomorrow but on Monday me and Sam are watching Project Hail Mary ! It's a pretty long film so I hope it doesn't stretch out too much for them, but I never got bored during it, I think the pacing is good. Looking forward to reading the book whenever I finish The Worm Ouroboros, if that ever happens lol.
Current mood: ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა exhausted Currently listening to: next door's dogs barking periodically Currently reading: The Worm Ouroboros