cogitations of a deid mann

i need to lie down forever lol

lots happening at the minute. i had to do some customer facing stuff that i wouldn't usually have to do today at work, and then i had a job interview, kinda. it was to extend my current job. i think it was actually worse because i knew the people interviewing me, lmao. i was so nervous and forgot what i was saying and apologised a bunch, but they were nice about it. i guess at least they've seen me when i'm not at peak anxiety lol. i'm feeling more accomplished about the customer stuff to be honest. i spoke to someone on the phone today and didn't die!!!

meant to check in yesterday, but i built my chair. very happy with it lol. dunno why i thought a stool was ever a good idea, but i'm hoping i can repurpose it. it's pretty nice just for perching on. right now it's in front of the mirror where i dry my hair lol. you know i just randomly remembered i used to have a stool as a teenager, before the crappy chair i had BEFORE the stool currently in front of the mirror. and it was my grandma's from like the 80s or something, the seat was black and fluffy lol, and i hated that one too because of the no back support!!! well i have learned my lesson now.

my whole body aches from clearing stuff out of my house, and building the chair, and i haven't been sleeping great, but it's cool. i'm feeling like i'm coming out of the other end of my little depression moment. still not feeling very talkative though. kind of tired of sharing the little wins.

i'm going to go play the current week of the uh, battlepass event thing in sims 4 that's about time travel lol.

Current Mood: anxious Current Music: The Trick to Life - The Hoosiers