cogitations of a deid mann

it's too hot

I forgot to journal so I'm checking in real quick! Experiencing like the 20th heatwave this year. I get headaches so bad in this kind of heat and humidity no matter what I do, how much water I drink.

I couldn't get out of bed yesterday. My boss texted me asking if I'm okay lol. Real low point. But it's okay. I'm glad I've been honest with her about what I experience cuz it means it's not a brand new conversation all the time, I'm not having to make up excuses. Like ya that's just me sorry. Thank god I have a woke boss now lmao not like my old job where my manager didn't believe in autism...

Had a meeting with her today. She said I know what I'm doing and she's sorry I've been let down by. The manager I had before her. In this job. So I'm like :) thank u. Cries forever. Not my fault. Doing my best. Is enough. Actually.

Playing Torchlight II with Sam after work tomorrow!!! That will get me through the workday lmao... I have to lock the hell in cuz I really do have a lot to get through and it's extremely easy to get distracted when you're doing this repetitive kind of work. Anyway. That game was really fun and not too complicated so I'm excited to play it again. Hopefully we don't get stuck in some inexplicable maze again lmao but honestly it was funny as hell so I don't actually mind...

Going to go read my book til I pass out!!! One day I'll finish it. Officially around the halfway point now. I wanna read Project Hail Mary after this which shouldn't be half as challenging cuz it's not written in Shakespeare's English or whatever the hell. To think I wanted to read the rest of this series... maybe one day lol.


Current mood: TOO HOT ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 
Currently listening to: Johnny johnny johnny - underscores
Currently reading: The Worm Ouroboros