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my sleep schedule is once again slipping through my fingers, fickle thing that she is. so it's gonna be a brief one today i think.
i actually don't remember what i got done today lmao me and my mum went out to get breakfast cuz she had a day off... then i took the dog out and got rained on A LOT. the washing was hanging outside so i had to bring it in and hang it on the clothes horse. you know, we got a dehumidifier recently and it seems to make a big difference with the washing. it's so god damn humid all the time, my clothes always had a smell of damp before.
anyway, i pulled some books out of the cupboard which is the next thing i'll be getting rid of. i found my old Felicity Wishes book and the Angelina Ballerina one that came with a doll of her and her friend with different dresses to put them in... i loved them so much lol and my littlest pet shop collection. can't get rid of those guys. in my head i'm weakly justifying it by figuring my brother and sister-in-law will have a daughter eventually, but then maybe their son will take an interest when he gets a little older!! i dunno!!! good for him i say!!!
i didn't get much else done, other than remaking my dumb idiot characters in the sims 4 AGAIN, playing it for a little bit, getting bored. sims 4 always feels like a waste of time. idk why i keep going back to it. wish i had spent the time working on my website instead. my plan is, next, to write bios for all my less-main characters. the only ones who have, more or less completed pages are andy and howard, and the rest have either just icons and basic facts or i haven't even made a page for them yet. it's an intimidating task so i guess i'm putting it off a bit.
so, ya... tomorrow's my last day off before work, so hoping i can do some more sorting through the cupboard. i've been meaning to send a voice note to my friend, she knows i'm kinda going through it and i've really not been talking to her much. i feel bad cuz she always comes to me with her stuff when she's feeling low so i should do the same. it's just like. when i'm like this, i start talking and then something comes over me and i just wanna cry and then i stop recording cuz i feel like an idiot. i've tried several times by now. none of it's really important, anyway. like, i don't really want to get a response about any of it. it's all part of the Whatever i'm experiencing right now i guess. usually i can talk crap for half an hour easily. now it feels like all the details are superfluous and i can't make it short and succinct enough to not be a waste of time to listen to it. i'm trying to override the instinct to not talk to her but it's hard lol. might just have to wait for the cloud to pass. or i just say what i said here to her word for word.
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